{"id":1538,"date":"2011-12-23T14:26:51","date_gmt":"2011-12-23T18:26:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/?p=1538"},"modified":"2011-12-23T14:26:51","modified_gmt":"2011-12-23T18:26:51","slug":"what-i-need-to-write-meaning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/2011\/12\/23\/what-i-need-to-write-meaning\/","title":{"rendered":"What I need to write: Meaning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is the last element of an idea that I need if I&#8217;m going to turn that idea into a book, and it&#8217;s probably the most important, but also the hardest to reach.  The other elements I&#8217;ve talked about &#8212; a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/?p=1512\">character with an arc<\/a>, a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/?p=1524\">compelling problem<\/a>, and an understanding of <a href=\"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/?p=1535\">all the important motivations and angles<\/a> &#8212; are somewhat mechanical.  I understand how they work.  It may take me a while before I can find a character with some growing to do who fits the plot I want to portray, but I know an arc when I see one, and there are methods I can use to make one deeper or more interesting where there&#8217;s potential.  Not every story problem may be viable, but I can tell the difference between the ones that are and aren&#8217;t with some fairly basic criteria.<\/p>\n<p>But the truth is, none of that matters unless <b>the story has meaning<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p>This is something I realized a few years ago, and I&#8217;ve <a href=\"http:\/\/megancrewe.livejournal.com\/189889.html\">talked about it before<\/a>, so I won&#8217;t ramble on about it too much.  But as I said there, what it really comes down to is that I have to care about whether this particular story gets told.  It has to feel important.  It has to, in essence, <i>mean something<\/i> to me.<\/p>\n<p>What creates that meaning?  I don&#8217;t know, and that&#8217;s what makes this part so hard.  Every now and then something just clicks, and I find myself thinking, <i>yes, that is so true, I need to find a way to capture that feeling\/idea\/whatever<\/i>.  Every story, underneath the characters and the plot, is <i>about<\/i> something.  <i>Give Up the Ghost<\/i> is about how lifeless life is when you&#8217;ve cut yourself off from everyone living, and how even when you&#8217;ve been hurt, it&#8217;s better to keep taking risks than to make yourself that hollow.  <i>The Way We Fall<\/i> says things to me about hope, and fear, and whether it&#8217;s meaningful to keep trying even if you&#8217;re not succeeding.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t make that click for every story.  Sometimes it takes years before I understand what the story is really about, and why I want to tell it.  But I need it to write.  Without it the story is just an empty collection of parts, which may be pretty and shiny, but which won&#8217;t truly come alive until that meaning is breathed into them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is the last element of an idea that I need if I&#8217;m going to turn that idea into a book, and it&#8217;s probably the most important, but also the hardest to reach. The other elements I&#8217;ve talked about &#8212; &hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/2011\/12\/23\/what-i-need-to-write-meaning\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1538"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1538"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1538\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1539,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1538\/revisions\/1539"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1538"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1538"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.megancrewe.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1538"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}